Women are dark, magnetic beings, and nothing can change that.
We magnetize yang energy through a male partner, male family members, our own internal abundance, or other sources. Often, without external yang sources, it must be manifested into physical form through our own efforts, as pointless and difficult as it may seem occasionally. Once you engage in yang activities right at the beginning of the day, like organizing your thoughts, and taking care of your hygiene and grooming, a 'momentum' is created through which it becomes easier to carry on with the day and combat depression and stagnation. This yang energy is then dissipated into the world by acting as a fuel for creation and beauty after being churned through our female body and libido.
Creation is, therefore, one of the most beautiful and mysterious virtues of femininity at the same time. Women are always naturally creating and beautifying, whether it is something as significant as creating a child or simply adorning ourselves and our environment. This is because our reservoirs, upon being filled by male energy, seek to always dissipate and flow downwards. Once we gather or cultivate yang energy, we feel like discharging it in order to make space for more, just as a man would turn to a woman to direct his sexual energy, resources, and protection.
It becomes important to always ensure that we reserve some part of this fuel to channel into the arts, self adornment, beauty, etc. These seemingly mundane and shallow, materialistic aspects of reality are significant to the functioning and the cyclic rotation of your own personal female Universe, as it helps to magnetize more yang energy. Hence, materialism is the most important aspect of femininity.
However, sometimes we may feel limited or restricted in the expression of our libido in our creations, clothes, etc. This could be due to external sources like dress code at the workplace, strict parents, or your personal inhibitions like- stifling your own personality to follow trends or trying to copy someone else, not having the confidence or skills to wear the kind of makeup you wish to, thinking you're not the appropriate age to wear something, etc. For men, this restriction can look like simply not having a female partner to constantly pour into. This stifling of the libido is incredibly dangerous to our day-to-day functioning. We are constantly under the threat of being 'drained'. Leakages are formed in our vessel, and energy escapes in many destructive ways, but specifically, a few major and obvious ones-
Anger
It may feel like suddenly everything and everyone around you has gotten a tad bit more annoying and frustrating. It is easy to get caught up into arguments and snapping at people. There is a reason why anger and aggression are considered more masculine traits in general, since they are essentially spurts of unchanneled yang energy. We must understand that not all anger is caused by whatever it is in front of us that we think is making us frustrated. It is up to us to find the root of our pent up exasperation.
Jealousy
If you find yourself being jealous of another woman, instead of beating yourself down or criticizing and insulting her, you must ask yourself what it is that she has that you wish to have in your life, or incorporate in your own personality and style. You don't always need to copy her exactly, but you could always try something different and see how you like it. For example, if a woman has a personality that radiates positivity, instead of copying her gestures, clothes, and makeup, you can try adorning yourself how you like and embody your own version of radiance by being warmer to people, etc. If she has a partner you wish to have, it may not be that you wish to have her partner specifically, but feel the way she feels in her relationship.
Sexual Urgency
Urgently needing orgasms through masturbation, promiscuity, and cheating, are a sign of sexual blockages. You feel like expending your energy in the quickest and easiest way possible because you feel like you're not able to embody the dark aspects of your libido in fear of being judged. This happens in bursts of self-pleasure or with someone whom you don't mind judging you since you don't have to be accountable to/owe them. It helps to be aware that these activities actually waste a lot of precious life force and do not bear any kind of fruit. It is essential to keep a check on yourself if you start developing such desires excessively.
Just the mere awareness that it is never worth engaging in the aforementioned, and that the need to do so is stemming from restricted sexual energy, is enough to figure out the root of it and apply necessary adjustments. You must realize, that you can absolutely have and personify everything you desire, and that your creative choices must be made by you and only you.
As a woman it is your cosmic role to embody the material plane and the grand illusion exactly the way you wish to, because you are it. You may neglect your material and sensorial needs now, but that will always give birth to bigger problems. You must find ways to fulfill all your material desires. You must have metaphorical 'orgasms' through art or admiring your own beauty in the mirror, or you'll find the most debilitating ways to have them.
I wish the most beautiful creations of your own being, upon you. <3
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